a mindless

Picture I took when I went alone to food-cafe

We all know how people can esily come but then on the other side people can also easily decide to go. I don't know whether it was me or them. I mean, it was me who didn't realize that I made any mistakes to them so that they left, or it was just their thought that they need to go?

Don't you think if they decided to go from me, the one who deserve all the blame was me? I don't know why but it always haunts me in almost every single time when people left me. I blame myself for everything I didn't do. I mean, it's not always me but I keep blaming me. I always thought I did something wrong, I said something bad about them, I don't even know it was just my thoughts or it was real.

Sometimes I wish people would never leave me, as I can't easily leave people. Especially for those who helped me, or they probably did all those good things to me?? I have no idea. I'm just, a weaker.

We couldn't ask people to always be here for us, but at least we can try be that one for them, by not leaving their side. Just be good♡